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[24 Jan 2009|03:50pm] |
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I love marci. Yeah I said it
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[16 Jan 2009|06:27pm] |
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so.... I'm still in Philly. I tried leaving but my car broke down and honestly I can't even say I'm mad. Maybe tomorrow I'll be pissed when I have to drop mad cash for a new whip. I'm still having a great time. What else can I say shit happens, get over it.
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[16 Jan 2009|10:44am] |
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Genos cheese steak is pretty good. I'm in Philly still. I only planned on staying here for a day and have already been here for three days and marci (the person I'm here with) is coming home with me. We may go to ny today and tomorrow we are gonna hit up a jazz festival. Overall the level of awesomness reached during these past few days has gone far beyond my expectations. I don't really want anything right now except to write music and a better keyboard to write this entry cuz the one on my iPod sux. With that being said I am done trying to type with it. Maybe I will post later with a real keyboard
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| I still remember my username and password |
[13 Jan 2009|07:01pm] |
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So it's been about 4 1/2 years since I've written anything.
I just read over all of my previous posts and it felt a bit odd. It felt odd only because I could actually remember exactly where I was when I put those posts up and what I was thinking. Like reading about me being depressed for months because I took way to many pills to often and then reading about how I was starting to feel better! I remember that... bizarre. I no longer take pills. I still make music constantly and am working towards making a career out of it. When I was 18 I thought I would have made a big by now....naive! I DID go to school for electronic music and production like i said i would in 2004 lol and I finished school with a 3.7 which is very different from my 0.37 in high school HAHA. umm I no longer am dating the girl I was back then although this did just happen fairly recently (2008). 8 years worth of dating....LONG TIME. i still love her though I just know i can't be with her...
I think alot. alot of times my thoughts make me sad.
My friends mother is very sick and I know he's sad and scared...noone i know has ever died.
I still am not over reading my old posts....it just brought back alot of memories. I've never been confident enough about myself to let people take pictures of me so really those posts are the only snapshots i have of that time. I'm working on the confidence thing by the way....i swear.
I'm headed to philly tomorrow to see a friend. I have been to philly many times but it has always been to perform so my visit to philly consists of being driven by the promoter to the event and then walking out of the venue at like 7am totally exhausted just to either go to the place i'm staying or to be driven home....it ALWAYS pisses me off that we never stop for a cheesesteak.....i love cheese. I'm feeling kind of lonely today. I don't know why.
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[30 Aug 2004|03:36am] |
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So....alot has since I last updated this journal
I went to CCM over the summer....learned a lot of cool things and met a lot of cool people. I've also been working hard on my radio show. Earlier on in the summer I sent a demo mix to an online radio called RaveTrax.com and they liked it. They gave me a shot at an open slot and it was a success. About a month ago they decided that they'd like to expand and are now broadcasting on XM radio as well. It's been going really well and just last week it was brought to my attention that since my show started the number of listeners has been rising steadily....it feels good. I’ve been dedicating a lot of time and energy into my music...more so than usual. a week ago I got a E-mail from Karma records...They want to license one of my tracks! that was pretty Bitchin' and it feels good to know that I can make music someone else can actually appreciate. I’ve never been really religious but I'm feeling kinda blessed with all these things happening to me. I might actually have myself to thank though....I've been clean for quite some time. I feel better than ever before and those random depressed days and fucked up mood swings that I constantly had because of all the ecstacy i had take through my whole senior year have finally stopped. Through the course of this summer I’ve been to over 10 parties easily, and I can safely say that I’ve had at total of six beers. You might think I'm a loser but It’s something that I’m proud of.
Things have also been going well with my g/f. It's officially been 4 years and some odd days since we got together, the funny thing is it doesn't seem nearly that long.
The only regret that I have is having to go back to highschool . It's ok though, I spoke to the new supervisor and they're allowing me to attend college and go to highschool at the same time. I think thats partially due because I'm just that damn cool and because I showed them my report card from CCM...I Aced my international business and marketing course and my fun photography course. I’ve finally decided that I want to go to school for what I love and am going to study electronic music and media. I think that I really shouldn't bother going to school for something that I'm not going to enjoy if I'm already SOO sure of something that I will. For me it's not a guessing game and the way I look at it....even if I do become a broke musician its ok....I'll just rob you! Hehe…
Respond if you actually read this whole damn thing! Do it twice if you care
P.S. If you're ever interested in my show you can tune in online at www.ravetrax.com any wednesday at 3pm est. (-5 gmt)
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[20 May 2004|08:39am] |
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I feel like I haven't updated in a while. It's probably because I haven't. It's ok though because the only time I'd update would be when I was up at like 2am or when I was cutting class.....SOOOO I've been sleeping AND going to class....except for now
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[26 Apr 2004|08:20pm] |
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So I'm downstairs and I'm all happy happy recording a set.....and then.....BLAHHH!!!!! After an hour and a half recording a PERFECT cd and I mean PPEERRFFECCTT I decide put the needle on the the record while the OTHER one was still playing BUT I forgot to bring down the volume on the second one......so on the recording you hear the first song and then all of a sudden you here the needle drop and the second song but not mixed or anything...it just randomly appears.....because I suck :( oh man I was mad! Well it's all out of my system now.....
Love peace and chicken grease..............
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[26 Apr 2004|02:21pm] |
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IN CLASS.... I should probably be doing work but....oh well....someone remind me to get "THE NOTE" from my mom....aye....I can't believe I still haven't gotten it! the announcements are on!! WOO HOO time to go HOME!
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[21 Apr 2004|10:02am] |
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<----Blah HAM TIME!!!!!
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[02 Jun 1986|09:40am] |
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i had a whole entry typed up and I fucked it all up!!!! cause grace is a big stupid puerto rican.....DAMN IT!!!! BLAH!!!!l'kjasdgfl;jkasdg;hjlasdg;hjlsgad;hlasdl;kasdgjl;asdjasdgljsdgalj that is all..........
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[30 May 1986|01:09am] |
This week has definetly gone by wwaaaayyyy faster than it should have. tomorow's already saturday! Meaning spring break is OVER and it's just another weekend!!!!! AYE.........caramba ;)
This is the flyer for the next party.
Yeah the koolade guy was my idea! AND WHAT!!!!
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[29 May 1986|11:57pm] |
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Well.......lets reflect on everything that I've done this week....READY?!.....ok I'm done. Yeah this spring break is sucking and that better change or I'm not goin' to be very happy. Saturday is lookin like the only day that something is happening.
Hopefully saturday is a success. the place has a 1650 person capacity so regardless the place is goin to look empty which is kinda crappy but to be honest I'm getting support from places that I wasn't expecting it from. that makes me happy. thank you....that is all..... www.nine73.com <------- shameless promotions is the key! oh yeah and I talked to geo and it is skate and surf so....HAHA be jealous....I'll just watch and laugh MUAHAHAHAHA
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[28 May 1986|09:21pm] |
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[27 May 1986|01:14am] |
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So....I've just discovered something. For some reason, when things are good they're really good. Unfortunately when things are bad they're really bad. The fucked up part is their is usually no inbetween...I can't find it. And default is bad so it has to be MADE good. I regret 1/2 of the fun I've ever had....I thinks I'm paying it back...
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[26 May 1986|03:33am] |
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So I have deleted all of my previous entry's and I'm starting from scratch. I HAD a xanga but it is being gay, so screw 'em! I'm hungry and its like 4 in the morning.....what should I do? If I eat I will probably blow up and look like a beached whale (poor whales...why do they do that?!) but that probably won't happen because I'm actually crack head skinny. I'm not THAT skinny. I'm not as skinny as I was a few months ago. I'm starting to feel good about myself....OH YEAH! lol j/k. Well I'm going to go have an ice cream sandwich...or maybe two. I love the way I NEVER say anything important in these things....it's kinda fun though....maybe next time.
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